Good God, Bad World

In what many what deem coincidence (and others would call God’s providence), I have had the opportunity to recently talk with several different people on how a good God could allow such a bad world. If you think about it for even a half a second, it doesn’t make sense. The world is categorically unfair – the innocent are abused, justice is neglected, and good is repaid with evil, and If the world made any sense, none of these would be true. And yet time and time again, bad things are perpetrated against those who least deserve it.

The truth of the matter is that there is no easy way to explain this. The part of us that says “This should not be” is the part of us that is echoing God’s heart. I believe that we will never fully grasp why things are the way they are as long as we are on this side of heaven. Some people aren’t comfortable with that – they think everything must be explained – but I don’t. I don’t understand gravity but I totally believe in its impact on my life. It’s similar with some things of faith; I don’t understand why they are the way they are, I just know them to be true. Secondly, I think that we tend to view these situations in one of two ways: we think either God should have prevented them or we think God caused them. When we frustrated because God doesn’t stop bad things from happening, we forget that bad things happen for two reasons – 1) as consequences of sin or 2) because we live in a fallen world. In the first category, when we choose to go against God’s directives in our lives, I think its unfair of us to complain about suffering the consequences. I think this is a more difficult argument to make when we suffer because other people choose not to follow God’s directives in their lives, but I think the principle still holds. My best analogy is my parents. I know that they love me and that there are times that they could have probably stopped me from suffering because other people were treating me badly – but they recognized that part of the growing process is dealing with the fact that other people aren’t perfect. In the same way – God could prevent us from suffering from other people’s sins, but a lot of time He doesn’t because sin begets consequences. That’s the natural order of things. The more amazing thing is that sometimes He does spare us the consequences. The fact that He doesn’t always doesn’t detract from His love; the fact that He sometimes does is evidence of it.

The second category of bad things – the things like Hurricane Katrina or the tsunami – those are even more difficult. Presumably no sin caused those things to happen. That’s when I just have to chalk it up to the fact that we live in a fallen world and that things aren’t always as God intended them. He’s promised that they will be someday, but they aren’t here. In this category – I kind of think of God like the CIA. The only time He makes the news is when He doesn’t prevent something. How many times through His grace as He stopped bad things from happening and we just aren’t aware of them? I don’t understand why He doesn’t always – why people have to suffer through no one’s choice – but, again, there’s lots that I don’t understand. But I do believe that through His providence He can redeem even the most horrendous circumstance, if we let Him.

God’s world isn’t the way it should be, but one day, it will be. When that happens all “faith will be made sight” and we’ll realize His mercy even in our pain.

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Waiting for Strength

Somehow, in the midst of bouncing from school to school, I missed the Presidential Fitness Test. I’m not totally sure how it happened but I remember being anxious for it because I watched my sister having to sweat through performing the various tasks. Apparently I switched to private school just in the knick of time and I lucked out. Never was I to suffer the public humiliation of trying to meet all those standards.

As a result of skipping the milestone, there is no documented time that I was able to do a pull-up. Because I tended to be one of those girls who flung themselves around the even bars at school, I’m guessing that at some point in my life I probably could have done one, but there’s no way to verify it. Consequently its become my goal to try to complete one. And as someone with minimal upper body strength and narrow shoulders this isn’t a task that’s easily accomplished. Slow and steady will win the race though, I’m told, and so I’m diligently embarking on a strength resistance program to build those muscles. As someone who gets easily bored with any type of weight-lifting program, it’s not easy, especially considering there’s not much of a foundation to build upon. But I figure the hard work will pay off eventually. As least I hope so.

The reason for this sudden detour in discussing my fitness routine is that recently I was struck by how different it is in God’s economy. The thought occurred to me as I listened to Chris Tomlin’s song “Everlasting God”. In God’s economy, you gain strength by waiting, not by working. Isaiah 40:31 says, “But those who who wait on their Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings as eagles . . .” You accomplish much by doing little. To achieve great things, you anticipate the work of another. If the same principles applied when it came to doing a pull-up, I would have been the Presidential Fitness Test long ago. But when reaching for God’s goal, its not the work that we do that matters. Its the time that we spend in anticipation of His.

I wish that patience brought upper body strength in the same way that it brought spiritual strength. Although it doesn’t, I’m glad that God’s strength doesn’t come as a result of the work I do. I would much rather that the Sustainer of All Things impart it to me as an act of grace. Any attempts on my part would be more futile than trying to do a pull-up.

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