The Eternal Optimist

When I was in high school, a classmate told me I should work at Disneyland. This came as a surprise because I’m an introvert, I don’t like crowds, and the neutral, inauspicious clothes I wear stand in start contrast to the flamboyance of the world of Disney’s outfits.  When pressed further, the friend revealed it was because I seemed to always be happy. Now, close friends and family members would be able to tell you that this isn’t a completely accurate characterization, but given the choice of looking at things from a positive or negative light, I do try to go for the brighter one. More recently, some co-workers have also noted this trait and have started calling me the “eternal optimist.” And while I tend to think that when it comes down to it, I’m pretty realistic, in a way they are right. I’m an eternally optimistic, because I happily know where I’ll spend eternity.

It works like this, when you’re watching a movie and you already know that in the end things turn out well, you don’t worry as much about the bumps and bruises along the way. The characters may seem headed for certain doom, their lives may be utterly disrupted, but you know that they end up restored, and so you ride the waves of distress with less concern than those who are unsure of their future. Similarly, when you are confident about the fact that the worse life has to offer, very death itself, means that you will enter the presence of your Heavenly King (Phil. 1:21), you are not as worried about what happens until you get there. Is there pain in this life, yes. In fact, God promises it (John 16:33). However, when compared to the future glory that await those who follow Christ, it seems insignificant.

When you weigh this world in terms of eternity, every believer should be optimistic.

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Waterfall of Grace

Some friends and I often talk about our “grace bucket.” We’re usually talking about when it’s empty, as in “that person emptied the grace bucket.” It’s our way of indicating that while we were willing to extend consideration, from our perspective, the person who we were dealing with had “used up” all their chances. We had extended ourselves for the last time, and the person would be left to deal with the consequences without the benefit of the grace we had previously given them.

Recently, when I was feeling depleted, it occurred to me how grateful I was that God didn’t have a limit to His grace; that there wasn’t a point where I had “used up” His consideration. Greater still, when I was feeling like I had no more grace to give, I could go to Him for a refill. His grace is so continuous, so overwhelming, that going to Him isn’t like receiving a fill-up from a fountain, but it’s like being immersed in a waterfall. He doesn’t give just a little grace off and on, His grace is continuously and abundantly being poured over me. And when I need some more to show others, His grace can flow through me.

There will probably still be times when I feel like I’ve given people more chances than they deserve. And there will probably still be times that I’ll feel empty and deflated. But I’m so grateful to know where to go to be awashed in grace, and the Source that will fill me.

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