A Full-Time Occupation

If you are anything like me, there are days that you feel pretty good about your walk with God. For me, it’s the days that I start off with my Bible reading, I remember to pray for everyone to whom I promised I would do so, and I explicitly share with others what God is doing in my life. There are other days, however, when I’m not feeling “on” and there’s probably a part of me that secretly hopes nobody is looking at me for a representation of Christ on that particular day. Even if my actions don’t betray me, I know that my heart will.

However, contrary to my concealed desires, there is no such thing as a part-time Christian. We don’t get “breaks” from being like Christ and the fact that we may sometimes want one, should show us how little we truly understand what it means to follow Him. Being a Christian isn’t a chore; the more that we are like Christ, the more that we are what God intends for us to be.

Which also means that we never have an excuse for not demonstrating Who He is to others. As my pastor once said “There are no Lazy Boys in Christianity.” Despite how I’m feeling, I don’t get a “pass” to sit on the sidelines for a day. Following Him means being all in, all the time. And while this concept may sound radical, it isn’t different from what we expect from our earthly relationships. I wouldn’t expect my husband to ask for a day off from being my spouse or a child to ask for a vacation from being a parent’s kid.  God has imparted to us a wonderful gift – the privilege of being a part of the work that He is doing. Rather than looking for ways that we can “get out of it,” we should be looking for ways that we can do more.

I suppose the reason that I’m looking for that Lazy Boy chair is because I trust in my own power to be a “good Christian” and this power is never enough. Thankfully, God doesn’t expect it to be. He’s called me to be a full-time Christian, and He’s given me His strength to accomplish it (Phillipians 4:13.) He knows that on my own I will grow weary, so He’s promised to give me His wings.

It’s a hard thing to be full-time for Christ. And yet, I’m convinced, it will be harder when one day, we stand before Christ, and we recognize all the opportunities we let pass by.

Let them be few.

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Seeking to Please

Rocking the boat isn’t something that I’m fond of. I’m an extremely compliant person. If the board game comes with rules, I’m going to read them and follow them to a “t”. If there’s a sign that says “Do Not Trespass,” I’m staying on the permissive ground.  And while I would like to think this is because I have a heart geared towards obedience, I know that’s not the truth. The truth is, I like to please other people, and I have found that if you obey the rules, that’s generally a good way to do that.

The problem is that sometimes I act like God should respond how I do, that He should make decisions based on what will please me and the rules I’ve established. After all, He wants me to be happy, right? So shouldn’t He comply with my desires? My opinions on what’s fair, what I deserve and what “justice” others should get, should seem to carry some weight on how my life turns out. Alas, when I think like this, I’ve turned Scripture on its head. For God doesn’t exist to please me, but I exist to please Him. When He in His sovereignty allows me to experience pain, it isn’t an indication that He doesn’t love me. Instead, it’s an opportunity for me to show my delight is truly only in Him. When I cease to put prominence on my desires, and seek instead, to commit to put Him on display, that’s when I truly understand the way things are. It’s my job to seek to please Him; and in His glory, find my pleasure.

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