Hope

Prayers Too Small

When it’s my birthday, I’m terrible at coming up with a wish list.

Part of the reason for this is that I’m rather content with everything I have. Perhaps another reason for that is that I’m afraid of asking for anything too big or too extravagant. You don’t want someone to hear what you want and think to themselves “you think you deserve that!?!!?!?!” The audacity in asking for gifts of significance can prompt accusations of illusions of grandeur.

Just like I limit the magnitude of the gifts on my birthday list, I sometimes do the same with God. I “pull punches” so to speak by asking for something less than what my heart desires. I don’t want Him to think I’m too bold, too audacious. I don’t want to presume to know what God has in store for me, so I minimize my requests. I forget that the God Who said “you do not have because you do not ask” is the One who’s listening to my prayers.

So I limit my requests, and so limit my vision for how God can use me.

In short, I offer too small prayers.

But I serve a big God.

And so my prayers should be big.

I serve a God who has calmed the waves, parted the seas, and who made time stand still.

And He wants to hear from me.

So why make my prayer small?

My prayer should be big.

Because He is.

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Hope

Silent

There are days where life is just overwhelming.

  • Loved ones are stricken with illness
  • Friends abandon us
  • Jobs are suddenly gone.

In these moments, where it seems as if there’s nothing to say, sometimes the best thing to say is nothing.

Because as we stand before our Holy God, we have to acknowledge that we don’t have the words to even know what to ask.

We must admit that we can’t see the light; we may not even be able to see the tunnel. But we know is that He is good, and that He is still on His throne.

And that alone is enough to silence us.

To quiet are hearts.

To provide rest when life is restless.

To provide refuge when the storm surrounds.

And we wait.

For Him to speak.

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