Starts with the Heart

You are probably familiar with the story of David and Bathsheba. David, the king of Israel, stays home from battle (when he should have been leading the charge). During this lapse in leadership, he sees Bathsheba, desires her, impregnates her, and then tries to cover it up, eventually resulting in the murder  of her husband (See 2 Samuel 11 for more details). Later he is confronted by the prophet Nathan and he confesses and repents of his sin.

Psalm 51 is the song that David writes after this confrontation and throughout the psalm David writes about the condition of his heart. He asks God to create a new heart and renew a right spirit within him (v. 10). He pleads with God to give him a “willing spirit” (v. 11) and acknowledges that God delights not in sacrifices but in “a broken spirit, a broken and contrite heart” (v. 12). David recognizes that although the sin action was physical, it didn’t start with the physical act. It came from a heart that was focused on what he desired rather than what God did.

The same is true for us. When we sin, it demonstrates a heart condition that existed prior to the sinful act in which we engaged. The visible evidence of our sinful nature only confirms that the condition existed; it doesn’t create it. When our hearts are not right before God, when we’ve replaced Him as the priority, that’s when we act in ways that are contrary to His Word. That’s when we act in ways that are contrary to Him.

That’s why it is important that we guard our hearts. We do so not only to experience the sweetness of fellowship with our Savior, but because in doing so we are putting up barriers against future sin. We protect what our heart ingests and what it consumes because while we may think that it is not effecting us, experience and Scripture say that it does. Maybe not immediately, and maybe not in obvious ways, but if sin starts with the heart, then what we let into our heart are either the ingredients for obedience, or for sin.

This requires vigilance. As David learned, one poor decision can lead to others, until eventually he was ensnared in a conspiracy of massive proportions. The small choices we make – to give into a lazy disposition, to laugh at an inappropriate joke, to obscure the truth – have consequences for our future actions as well.  But the impetus for those choices is found in the degree to which we protect our hearts, because ultimately that’s where sin, and obedience, both start. 

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Relief

If I’m honest with myself, most days are good days.

That doesn’t mean that all days are good days, or that most days are great days, but God has been gracious to me, and most days I’m reminded of that grace in more ways than I can count, and that makes the day good.

Some days, however, are heavy. Whether it’s a cummulation of minor things that become major in their aggregate, or a heavy loss or burden, some days are hard, difficult, and a challenge to get through. It’s those days that I find myself crying out to my Abba Father for relief – from simple escape from the heaviness that fills my heart.

Most of the time, I’m asking for relief from the situation; I want the circumstances to change so that they will no longer bother me. God, sometimes, but rarely provides that. Instead, He removes the heaviness of my heart. The situation usually does not change, at least in the short term, but as He walks through the trial with me, He provides comfort and peace.

As Psalm 94:19 says:

“When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul.”

The heavier my heart is, the more He bears the load. When my cares are multiplied, so are His consolations. When storms rage, He brings peace.

He provides relief. Not by obliterating all my cares, but by overwhelming them with His grace. 

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