Usable

Even in the era where there are TV shows about hoarding and people’s propensity to keep things that do not appear to add value to their lives, we still are a generation of discarders. According to this article, the average American generates four pounds of trash per day, equating to 200 million tons of trash per year. That is a lot of stuff! The reasons behind our trash largesse are probably many, but perhaps the greatest reason is that we’ve ceased to find a useful purpose for that thing that we are throwing away. We tend to be a nation of pragmatists and consumers – and if something no longer does the thing we want, in the way that we want it do, we simply discard it and purchase something else.

It’s a mentality that sometimes infiltrates our interactions with people. We sum people up by their ability to be useful to us or to a project that we are trying to accomplished. We look at their talents, their attitudes and their character and determine whether or not they can be part of what we were doing.

The challenge, of course, is that Christ is in the business of changing people, of strengthening people, and in bestowing wisdom where previously there may have been a lack. After all, who would have thought a shepherd boy could defeat a giant? Or that the child of the king’s former mistress would be besought with unparalleled wisdom? God often does the unexpected, at least according to our standards, and uses people that we would have written off. After all, this is the God who said that the first would be last, and the last first  (Matthew 20:16) – an idea completely absurd to our ideas of winners and losers.

Perhaps there is no more unexpected example of how God uses the “unusable” than Paul. Here was a man who persecuted and despised Christians, yet he arguably became the world’s greatest evangelist. Not only did he become a witness for Christ, but he did so to the most ostracized and unlikely group of people (at least from a Jewish religious leader’s point of view) – the Gentiles.  He was such an unexpected candidate to be used of God that when Ananias was told to go to him after his conversion, he questioned whether God really knew His man. However, as Acts 9:15-16 tells us the Lord dispelled the concern with these words,

But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel. For I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name” (emphasis mine).

Even as Saul, as he was then known, was persecuting Christ’s followers, it was ordained that he would be the one who would be an ambassador of Christ’s message. Even as he was intent on bringing about death, God was intent that he would be used to bring the Gospel of eternal life.

It’s a great reminder to us that God’s standards of usability are often different than our own. As the prophet was reminded about the shepherd boy, man looks at the outside, but the Lord looks at the heart. So when we think someone can’t be used by God, we may want to reconsider that position, especially if that “someone” is us.

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To The Cross

We all have times where things just seem “off.” Perhaps there’s no great tragedy to explain our malaise, but whether it be the weariness of a situation that just doesn’t seem to change, cares and concerns for our loved ones, or just a general feeling of discontent, we have moments, days, maybe weeks, where there doesn’t seem to be much to look forward to on the horizon. Our vision is obscured by the heaviness of our hearts.

Recently, I’ve found myself feeling a bit like this. Perhaps it’s the realization that yet another summer is going to an end, and I still didn’t get accomplished all that I wanted to. Perhaps it’s the weight of year and a half that has been marked by loss, sadness, and uncertainty. Perhaps, it’s a combination of factors that I’m not fully aware of, yet whatever the reason, as I look forward, although I know there is hope in my ultimate future, my immediate one didn’t fill me with eager excitement and anticipation. It’s probably best explained by the fact that for a planner like me, when you can’t even see the path from where you are to what you want to be, you’re bound to feel a bit discombobulated.

However, what I realized is that my eyes were focused on the wrong thing. Sure, in my mind I knew that ultimately my hope was in heaven, and so whatever happened on this Earth I did not need to fear, but sometimes Heaven can seem far away. What I didn’t realize, is that as much as I need to look forward to that hope, I also need to look back. I need to position myself at the foot of the cross as a witness to the great sacrifice that my Savior made on my behalf. I need to see how He laid down His right to do what He wanted with His life, and do the same with mine. I need to be encouraged by His total commitment, willing to withstand a cruel and gruesome death instead of rightly enjoying the treasures of Heaven. I need to marvel at His love demonstrated by His blood. I need to see what He saw – the joys of this Earth are rightly sacrificed, and the pain of this Earth are rightly endured, because the resurrection is coming, and there is hope in Him.

At the cross, my future hope meets my present reality – not only in my salvation but in my daily walk with God. It’s the reason why a friend always states that we need to constantly preach the Gospel to ourselves. Not only because we need to daily recognize that we are a sinner saved only by God’s grace, but because we need to daily recognize that focusing on Jesus’ death and resurrection are the proper response to all we face in life. When life is good, we need to look past the fleeting joys of this life, to the permanent joy provided only by Him. When life is difficult, we need to realize that like Christ, our life is not our own, and offer our difficulties and our troubles to be used by God.

At the cross that we realize the futility of dwelling on the cares of this world – the good and the bad – and we,  like Jesus did, eagerly look forward to what His death and resurrection accomplished – an eternity with our risen Lord.

 

 

For a great song which partly inspired this post, check out Hillsong’s Lead Me To the Cross [affiliate link].

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